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| well hello and long time no blog. figured it would be nicer to blog on here instead of pouring my heart out on FB. too bad this is going to be a short blog entry. sans the heart pouring. i just want a new start. i want to run away and travel and just EXPERIENCE the world.
cut the bullshit. cut the unnecessary out. and just live. that is all for now. ADD is at an all time high. | | |
| [rant.]
"99 problems but a bitch ain't one."
how about we start making that our motto huh guys?
i mean you are great guys! guys who are sweet... with BIG hearts. in fact, those same BIG hearts are so big that it is pretty much impossible for mean girls to miss when they take that knife and stab you in the heart!
i'm not saying all girls are bad. but seriously... there ARE girls out there that are what i call PLAN B girls. meaning, they always have a PLAN B in their backpocket. in case you haven't realized it... you're it!
that girl that was great when you first met her. that girl that was oh so sweet. that girl that brought that smile to your face. that girl you couldn't bear to be apart from.
yea that same girl.
the same girl that isn't returning your calls. that same girl that isn't being great to you. that same girl that isn't oh so sweet. that same girl that doesn't care she's apart from you. that same girl who's SLEEPING WITH ANOTHER GUY.
yet you're a sucker.
because you'll TRY and listen to your friends...
"just break it off with her... she's no good."
or at least find out where exactly you stand in her eyes.
but as soon as you TRY (or lack of)
she goes into what i like to call
"KEEP PLAN B" mode
oh but you're such a great guy..
i like hanging out with you
i like you and i miss you
i just haven't been myself.
I'LL CALL YOU.
oh that's so nice of her.
so nice of her to clear things up.
even if she doesn't call you EVER.
even if "likes" you but is making out with that guy over there.
misses you... yea right. she misses you like an anorexic misses burgers.
you know that guy? that guy she's with right now? that guy that she placed above you on her list of priorities? that's her PLAN A guy. the guy she really wants. he may not be a great guy. he may not be better than you. but SHE LIKES HIM. if her PLAN A guy falls through... then she'll go to you. but don't get exicted. she's not going to settle for you. you're PLAN B... always will and always will B haha. no one settles for PLAN B yet until they're truly desperate. they USE YOU to pass the time until another PLAN A comes along. you're just there to prevent them from feeling lonely. you're their self esteem boster. you're their attention giver. you're their carpet to walk all over.
its like a tightrope walker at the circus. the main attraction is her walking across it. if that FAILS then she usually falls and the safety net catches her. that's what you are... the safety net. don't fool yourself and think "oh well at least she knows i'll always be there for her!" HA! don't make me laugh! wen you watch that girl fall on the net she never says
oh but the net is so much nicer... always here for me...
i'd rather stay here than walk the tightrope anyday!
nope. she'll get back on that tightrope. it may be dangerous. it may not be good for her. but she's hoping she'll make it across. that she'll make it work. translation: that she'll make it work with PLAN A guy.
OPEN YOUR EYES!
why are you guys being stupid?
why are you guys giving them the knife to stab you with?
finding the biggest knife... placing it in her hands
pointing at your chest and exclaiming
right here baby, that's where my heart is
make sure you twist it too so it really hurts.
maybe you like it. you like the attention you get from "being the victim".
well let me tell you something. it gets NOTHING from us but pity. that pity is slowly turning into disgust. disgust at how you can just drag whatever is left of your dignity through the dirt like that. have some self respect man!
now i'm in a relationship right now that's amazing. amazing enough that we were even talking about taking that big plunge. but if he were to suddenly start acting how these girls are treating you... i would not WASTE another second on him. i refuse to be treated like that. i made that mistake once and it was the lowest point of my life and i vowed never to go down that road again.
relationships are not easy. relationships require work.
if one side isn't willing to work... what makes you think it will? there seems to be a need to say nice things about the person who just broke your heart, and we get that. you don't want to seem bitter, and you don't want to tell the world that the girl you really like and/or love is a bitch. your pride doesn't need the additional blow of having your friends and family think you're a loser for still being infatuated with her in the first place. it's okay if you don't want to seem petty or knock down someone you once cared about.
but grow some fucking balls!
you are guys right?
you already come with them right?!?
ACT LIKE IT!
there's no doubt about it - IT SUCKS. but in the first few hours or days or weeks that follow, there's one important truth you need to recognize... some things can't and shouldn't be fixed.
you SHOULD NOT be the kind of person who settles for broken, or hangs on to damaged goods, be it a radio, a pair of shoes, or a relationship. it's time to get rid of all the broken stuff you've been lugging around for days, months, and maybe even YEARS, and make the bold decision to start looking for stuff that works! because the longer you stay stuck in a deadend relationship, the less time you get on this planet to experience a great one.
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| i really tried to tough it out. well now i'm just bracing for the fall.
i hate feeling like this. oh well queen back again. [edit] that was all wrong.
but this is right... i think you're a drug.
i go thru withdrawals. oh i'm addicted to you.
you're my favorite drug.
that can't be good.
i'm no good without you.
lol. i don't make sense anymore.
love ya bunches sweetheart. | | |
| saying good-bye to you today is the hardest thing i've ever had to do, and when you get back, i can honestly swear that i’ll never do it again. i love you now for what we’ve already shared and i love now in anticipation for all that’s to come. you are the best thing that ever happened to me. i miss you terribly, but i’m sure in my heart that you’ll be with me always. in the past few months i spent with you, you became my dream. you are the answer to every prayer i’ve offered. you are a song, a dream, a whisper... and i don’t know how i could have lived without you for as long as I have. | | |
| so his mom says to him,
"i dunno if you love her yet... but i do!"
and then LATER she says,
"you should marry her... if you don't i will!"
and later AFTER that she says,
"yea i even told scott... he thinks i'm crazy!"
hahahah. her husband scott is jealous of me now. | | |
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